A lot of sunshine

It feels like I have just woke up after a year's sleep. The same fumbling feeling are overcoming me which one gets soon after a deep sleep.I cannot recognize the faces of people, who are they? what they mean to me? Where am I ? The new realities are striking me,something which is not the way I was dreaming of.Its different and I dont like it. I want the same dreamy feeling but how Can I have them back, they are just dreams, reality is different, much different.Alchemist taught of following the dreams, yeah right !dreams... dreams of a guy. I need sunglasses, the sunshine of reality is pinching in my eyes.