I believe

There have been days when nothing comes in your mind but depressing and blue thoughts, which make you even more depressed. They will always be encoutering you.
I am having such days and I call them "Prayer days", because what I need is to grasp a Dua book and read it with full concentration. Nothing helps but believing in God.

Anjum posted about a related topic and I ould not believe how right it is for me too, since I have been all teary,s ad and tensed these days.

It said:

" The mind goes in circles, the eyes tear, and eventually you get so tired and fed up that you just sleep, with a dua on your lips.. ya Allah, Turner of Hearts, turn my heart towards Your deen.. Protect me and turn me away from that which is bad for myself and my deen, and make me pleased with the good as You have ordained it for me..

Best to pray to hold on to the good in your life, and leave the rest to He who knows all and sees all. "


He sure Does. I firmly believe.