I believe

There have been days when nothing comes in your mind but depressing and blue thoughts, which make you even more depressed. They will always be encoutering you.
I am having such days and I call them "Prayer days", because what I need is to grasp a Dua book and read it with full concentration. Nothing helps but believing in God.

Anjum posted about a related topic and I ould not believe how right it is for me too, since I have been all teary,s ad and tensed these days.

It said:

" The mind goes in circles, the eyes tear, and eventually you get so tired and fed up that you just sleep, with a dua on your lips.. ya Allah, Turner of Hearts, turn my heart towards Your deen.. Protect me and turn me away from that which is bad for myself and my deen, and make me pleased with the good as You have ordained it for me..

Best to pray to hold on to the good in your life, and leave the rest to He who knows all and sees all. "


He sure Does. I firmly believe.

LOL 

hum kay thehray...

hum ke thehray ajnabi
itni madaraton ke baad
phir banain ge aashna
kitni mulakaton ke baad

hum ke thehray ajnabi
itni madaraton ke baad
hum ke thehray ajnabi..........

kab nazar main ayay gi be-daagh sabzay ki bahaar
kab nazar main ayay gi be -daagh sabzay ki bahaar
khoon ke dhabbay dhulain ge
khoon ke dhabbay dhulain gek
itni barsaton ke
ke thehray ajnabi..........
dil tu chaha par shikast-e-dil ne muhlat hi na di
kuch gillay shikway bhi kar letay munajaton ke baad
hum ke thehray ajnabi

White Flag

----
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

White Flag by Dido.
A must have in playlist.

hurt

Main Entry:
hurt
Synonyms:
aching, aggrieved, agonized, battered, bleedin', bruised, buffeted, bunged up, burned, busted up, contused, crushed, cut, damaged, disfigured, distressed, disturbed, grazed, harmed, hit, impaired, in pain, indignant, lacerated, marred, mauled, miffed, mutilated, nicked, offended, pained, piqued, put away, resentful, rueful, sad, scarred, scraped, scratched, screwed up, shook, shot, sore, stricken, struck, suffering, tender, tortured, umbrageous, unhappy, warped, wounded, zinged

i wish

I wish... so much.

A pakistani tragedy

In some families the tragedy of a working woman girl is making chappaatees (rotian).
yes I know, what I am saying. It is a great tragedy in many pakistani families who are living abroad. Men of families want hot, fresh home made chappaatees at every meal, three times day. Wether the woman has arrived 5 minutes before them aur half n hour after them, she is the one who HAS to make chappatees.
Even the precooked parathas/chappatees are lying in the fridge, they will not eat them. The reason first of all those precooked ones are not good, and lets say they are ready to eat them, but still men of family will not heat them. They want a tired mother/daughter/wife to present well docorated plates of food in front of them.

I protest.